Originally posted in 2015 – Time to revisit this message
My life has been the ultimate journey. I’ve heard it said that your life is a series of choices.
Do you actually get to plan your trip?
Do you really get to lead your life your way or …
Do you simply follow paths that are laid out for you?
I Was Not A Planner
I remember realizing, during my junior year of high school, that my friends had plans to go to college. What? I hadn’t even given it a thought! Good god! I visited the guidance counselor for the first time, about then, saying something like “HELP! Should I be going to college?”
Two years later, I was in college and started out in the Business School. Why? Because, I don’t know. It sounded like a good idea, and I had to start somewhere. It didn’t take long to realize that I actually hated business classes and there I was, sitting on the floor of my shared apartment, combing through a course catalog trying to find something that sounded interesting. Did I plan on the field of education or was I guided there? I don’t know. Did I choose to leave the field of business or were my lack-luster grades telling me to GET OUT while I still have a grade point average of some kind?
Subtle little messages along life’s pathway are not planned. They’re just there. When I got married, did I plan to get a divorce? Not at all. Yet there it was. And when I retired from thirty plus years in education, did I plan to walk away from a beautiful new house to move to a little apartment? Ummm. NO!
Planning Without A Plan
I’ve never gone on a vacation without some forethought. I choose the destination and pack accordingly. I also take enough money to allow me options once I arrive. However, I never enjoyed vacations where too many things were preplanned. And, it’s been that way with my life as well.
Of course, there is fore thought that goes into choosing a career, getting married, or having children, but beyond that initial “plan” there are no guarantees. And so, I have learned to plan without a plan. I plan for things to change. I plan for surprises. I plan to sometimes be disappointed and sometimes be pleasantly surprised.
Feeling Blessed To Be Alive
I come from a family burdened with heart disease and cancer. My father died when I was in 7th grade, my mother when I was a brand new mom. Since then, two brothers have passed away and one more brother had a severe heart attack and has had triple bypass surgery. Add to all of that, my girl’s father gave up on life, choosing suicide, instead.
I need to simply be thankful for each day. I know that I can not choose every path my life takes but I can choose what I do…today! I choose to be happy. I choose to accept life as it is. I choose to reflect light.
I Choose To Breathe In Positive Thoughts
I produced this video during a time when I could have been depressed. Instead, by some miracle, I found myself living on the edge of this beauty. Some people, who live in this same apartment complex, have never stepped into this woods. They say “It’s too hot! There are so many mosquitos!”
I, on the other hand, chose to follow the paths and listen to the messages that were there to guide my way. If I hadn’t done that, I would never have seen the beauty that lived right outside my back door.